Nowhere in between

Stuck. I am stuck. Still stuck.

I cannot move forward nor back, still- in place, comfort.

Dreaming. I am still dreaming.

Dreaming is a nightmare, fully aware that it is not there.

Counting the days is endless, nonstop. The non-existent is countless. The nothingness.

End.

Am I dead?

No. Not yet there.

Not even in between.